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|Ok I am a 21 year old woman who is Pro Life and a devoted Christian (more now then ever in the past) who had went into Planned Parent Hood about a year ago because i wanted first to find out about the Morning after pill and if it sounded ok would take it. My first time going in was becuase i had been raped and was trying to prevent getting pregnate. I had asked that if i was already pregnate, if life had already began, would this pill kill the child? In which case i would not take the pill. And the Nurse, or whatever, she had told me that if life had already started this pill would not stop it that the pill in a away protected the egg and keep sperm out but she said if the sperm had already made it in the egg it would be protected because of the egg. So i took it after asking the same question in like 20 different forms and getting the same answer that the pill would not kill life after it had started. And then about 5 months latter, being messed up in the head from being raped and i decided to have sex with a man i was seeing because one i didn't want to have the last person that was inside me be the person who rapped me in a sense cover it up. I was taking birth control at the time and was perscribed a medication that my friend had told me cancled birth control the next morning to i went back to planned parent hood and once again i was told the same thing that it would not kill life if it already started it would just keep the sperm out of the egg. BUT NOW i find out that it does kill life after its starts.... IT STARVES the living being by not letting it attach to the overian wall. I am so devestated by this information and i feel so horrible i can't even tell you. I had tried to be as smart as being dumb could be (i.e having sex) and when i want to get the info for my mistake, i was lied to! I want to Know has anyone else been told this? And is there a program or something thats going out and informing woman about this lie. Because the last thing i wanted to was to Kill life (which i don't know if Life had began or didn't) and i bet im not the only person/woman that was thinking the same thing i was when i went in to ask about it.
P.S. if you are reading this and about to past judgement on me for my whorish ways (which i agree they were) and that if i would have just keep my legs closed all would have been well, which again i agree. Remember this was my past and i have repented for it as much as i can and I am using abstinence now. So with that said the question is ... Has anyone else been told this lie about the morning after pill?